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I am me.. that's for sure.. I was raised by my Grandmother (Nanny). She was the most incredible person I have ever known. She stood by my side no matter what. Was always the person I could count on. She gave me love unconditionally until the day she died. She was there even when I didn't deserve it. She stepped in and raised me and she was there for my boys just like she was for me.. The love she had was pure. I miss her so much. After she passed I have felt so alone.. Nowhere to run to anymore.. She was my rock.. 

I went to live with her and Poppy when I was 18 months old.. My dad was in the army and my mom was not there.  (I haven't heard her side so I'm not gonna say anything negative, I will share how it made me feel but I'm not going to bash her) Poppy passed away when I was 12.. 

Nanny remarried when I was 14 and left me with my daddy.. It did effect me I felt abandoned and it effected decisions I made..

That's the beginning of me.. and I will continue tomorrow..