Crystals-Delights

I am me.. that's for sure.. I was raised by my Grandmother (Nanny). She was the most incredible person I have ever known. She stood by my side no matter what. Was always the person I could count on. She gave me love unconditionally until the day she died. She was there even when I didn't deserve it. She stepped in and raised me and she was there for my boys just like she was for me.. The love she had was pure. I miss her so much. After she passed I have felt so alone.. Nowhere to run to anymore.. She was my rock..  I went to live with her and Poppy when I was 18 months old.. My dad was in the army and my mom was not there.  (I haven't heard her side so I'm not gonna say anything negative, I will share how it made me feel but I'm not going to bash her) Poppy passed away when I was 12..  Nanny remarried when I was 14 and left me with my daddy.. It did effect me I felt abandoned and it effected decisions I made.. That's the beginning of me.. and I will

 Everyday is something new. I have grown and improved and definently know that I have value. It took me a long time to realize that I deserved so much more than I was allowing. Yes, I was responsible for letting people treat me as if I had no value. I had to be the one to decide that I was worth more than they has to offer. Yes, their character was flawed because no good person would set out to just use someone, but until I discovered and realized that I have so much value, things were never going to change. I am gonna tell my story here and I hope I can help people realize that they are worth so much more than they are allowing. It's not an easy road to make the choice to walk away from someone you have giving so much too, but it can be done and it is so worth it.. I WOULD RATHER BE ALONE THAN NOT TO BE VALUED..  My next blog. I will begin my story..  Please let me know what you think.. and please if you need a friend I'm just a message away..  ♥️Crystal